Free to Fail

I just sent an email to my fiance who is away on business. The email contained intimate details about things that I struggle with. I feel like I am growing into a new phase in my life in which I can share my failures without being labeled by them. I have something that I have not yet overcome. I have struggled with being grossly greedy. I can admit that without fear of being known as a terribly human being. It's definitely scary to be exposed like that. I want everyone to think good of me. But part of growing in trust is becoming vulnerable and exposed, letting people see the ugly parts of you. I feel like in comparison to my fiance, I'm a much worse person. I feel like he is so much more put together than me- but that's probably not true. We both have our DIFFERENT WEAKNESSES. And we need each other to compliment one- another. To be strong where the other is weak. Together we are one. We don't have to be the same. We are free to be ourselves. I am free to be me- just as I am.