Feelings I Get

This is the way I feel, sometimes:

I feel so alone that, it makes me just want to stand up and run. I want to run and never stop(like Forest Gump.) Not that there's anything to run from, except existence. I often think that if I were running that i would basically cease to exist. I would be existing only to run, removing myself from anything else. have no thoughts besides the next step, the next breathe.

I get lonely all the time. I feel like there is no one in the world who understands or cares. God is the only one I can trust with my darkest secrets, because he already knows. I cry out in desperation, yet sometimes it feels like there's no one on the other line. It feels as though I am truly alone in this world. Everyone is so far away and i'm abandoned. It's so intense! (like camping)

No one understands like God and is always available like He is. God will never leave us. Sometimes it seems like He's so far away and like i'm lost and I can't find him. It's a scary feeling.