God is great.

I totally realized that I had again tried to make plans with out God. (I've REALLY go to stop doing that) I thought that I had it all figured out and that I didn't need any help. After I realized my mistake, I was thinking that I was stuck in my situation. (now i remember God helps us out of the situation, not just through. duh) I didn't even ask for God's help. I again tried to figure things out on my own. But even though I went against God's will he still forgives and helped me out of the mess i got myself into.

my relationship with marshal was basically ending it's self. But it wasn't until yesterday that it all finally clicked. I found out some things. and instead of letting it ruin me, i was totally cool about it. I realized that it was from God. Bad things happened, but God used it for good to get me out of a relationship that was a mistake in the first place.

Even though I was sure that it was obviously over, I just made it official by breaking up with him. It was painfully hard, but it was the best decision I've made in a while. Now I am sooo happy. and uberly thankful for all that God has done and continues to do.