What's wrong with me:

Fear and Pride dictate my life.
I let fear get in the way of my faith. I limit God. I don't think he can do it all. I have Pride that tells me I can do it better on my own. I won't let anyone in or ask for help. I try to do everything on my own.
Distrust makes me want to keep secrets. My pride tells me I am stronger for doing it on my own. I am too proud to reveal any of my weaknesses.

I'm a fake. I try to present a false image of who I am. I feel weak and I try to hide that. I now realize that I overcompensate my insecurities.

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I have decided that I will memorize verses about Pride and Fear.
The first verse I will memorize is Psalm 37:11 "But the meek will inherit the land and enjoy great peace"